Through a certain window in the 2nd floor of my university’s central library, I see a wonderful scene of clouds above the central building of Yogyakarta State University and some others buildings around it.
A few moments by the rain comes… (But now, it is bright enough), I’ve planned to go to my boarding house first before I join my routine religious teaching at Sambilegi. But, God determines another fate…it is rainy and I have to stay inside the central library building for uncertain longer times…
If I knew that it is rainy, I would be in e-lib (electronic library- red) any longer again…enjoying something nice. However, I think that will be useful enough because I’ve nothing so important or in-hurry task I should do by those internet services. So I decide to go out, indeed. I assume that this is a good thought and makes me wiser in using and managing the time.
I’m going upstairs to the 2nd floor.
While I am walking there…I’ve heard the sound of rain and felt the breath of it. I shift my sight outside the building. Out of the blue, I see something similar with something hard to be indifferent…
Maybe…that’s just my imagination or something like déjàvu…
Ah…just leave it then…
As usual…in the 2nd floor, the visitors may not borrow any books at all; they are just allowed to read and copy it. I go to the bookshelf which contains some literary works from various languages. I pick some books I like most; I just want to read something simple and pleasant. Deciding a certain place I comfortable with, I enjoy the book I choose before.
Being bored with reading a book, I give a few minutes time to do something nicer. I settle on writing something. Yes…I just want to write something makes me feel better. Some minutes passed…I don’t get any idea yet. I have nothing to write…
But something is in my mind said…
It is no rain right now and here…
The sky seems brighter…
Even though there are still clouds beautify it…
Looking at them so deep…
Yelling again…
“Rain…rain…
Let them left behind…
But hoping to be fine…
Just my want…
The déjàvu is gone…”
